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Thursday evening darshan update

Sent on June 23, 2005

Sairam to one and all

Yesterday I got up with a beautiful dream of Swamy, after editing the dream goes like this. I WAS SEATED IN THE FIRST LINE.SWAMY CAME WALKING AS HE USED TO DO SOME YEARS BACK. THERE WAS NO BODY BESIDE HIM OR BEHIND HIM. NO SECURITY AROUND HIM. HE CAME DIRECTLY TO ME AND I WAS WAITING FOR THIS CHANCE. I WANTED TO ASK HIM ABOUT MY JOBLESSNESS, MY FAMILY ETC ETC. BUT WHEN SWAMY CAME TO ME… HE LOOKED DIRECTLY INTO MY EYES… I FORGOT ALL MY WORLDLY DESIRES WHICH I WAS PLANNING TO ASK… INSTEAD I SAID… SWAMY PLEASE TAKE AWAY ALL MY KARMAS OF MY PAST LIVES… AND TAKE ME TO YOU… I WANT TO BE WITH U… (end of the dream)

I was very happy, with this dream.. I went to parthi.. I was very strongly feeling to go to the afternoon darshan… I joined the lines on the top of the hill, around 1:30pm. There was not much rush.. Hardly 50 devotees were in the line. Just in front of me was an Australian devotee. We started talking to each other and sharing our experiences with Swamy . As the lines came down, surprised to see only 2 lines. There were no tokens distributed.. it was first come first serve basis. We got into the kulwant Hall. Got a seat in the first line. My Australian devotee friend was sitting beside me and he was sharing his problems and future plans with me. I was surprised to see the first line was vacant even at 3pm. Only then I realized one great coincidence… I found that I was sitting in the same spot, where I was seen seated in my dream.. It was awesome.. I told the same to my Australian friend and he said its all Swamy’s leela …around 3:30 the car was parked infront of Swamy’s home. (He is now using the automatic (Christmas car) car, where the seat is completely automatic, it will take Swamy in, and out and the same seat can also be used as a wheel chair.). around 3:40 Swamy came in His wheel chair and the chair got into the car, very slowly and gently. I was bit nervous and anxious.. I was expecting some thing wonderful, and was just praying Swamy look at me.. luckily I was sitting in a position where Swamy will be to my side.( He was sitting beside the driver). Was not sure, if the car will come towards the gents lines. Exactly, at the break point, where the car can take a right turn to the verandah, or come straight towards the gents lines, I saw the driver asking Swamy if he should take a right turn or go straight. Our beloved Swamy asked him to go straight, and my curiosity was mounting up, my heartbeat clearly audible to me.. could feel Him in my heart, was just saying Swamy…..Swamy…..Swamy…… The car came very slowly, the window glass was closed but Swamy was visible clearly, as I was in the first line… I joined my hands to greet him from the bottom of my heart..The car got nearer and nearer.. He was looking at me….. yes He was looking at me … into my eyes… exactly the same way as it happened in the dream.. now the car was right infront of me and He was still looking at me.. and He had a beautiful smile.. His face glowing like a child.. Cheerful… no tension what so ever…… He gently shook His head… up and down… only He knows what He meant… the car passed by me… and I just closed my eyes to rewind the magnificient moment of my life…. I was just praying to Swamy…. Oh Swamy,, thank you for this blessing… Let this moment be imprinted in my mind forever… so that I can think of you when ever Iam frustrated, worried….

Swamy was then brought on the stage… signaled to college boys to stop the veda chanting.. after a minute of so.. called the present vice chancellor Mr.Gokak, to share his personal experiences… Later, Mr.Giri (the ex-vice chancellor) was called to share their experiences.. they spoke how they were rescued from unwanted circumstances, how they were cured BLA…… BLA…… BLA…….

After they finished …. Swamy suddenly stretched His left hand, the students moved His chair little bit to the front, (close to the railings ) He stretched His right hand and caught hold of the railing. It was really touching to see Swamy when He did that.. His right hand was shaking…(even though we know that it’s a part and parcel of His divine Leela ) two students assisted Him to stand up after standing for 30 seconds or so He sat on His chair…. This time bending forward, and both His hands were gripped to railing… Suddenly, He ordered to get a mike.. and He started to give discourse… ( it was a sudden surprise.. it started around 4:40 and continued till 5:35. 90% of the discourse was Gokak centric. He explained how Gokak, who had plenty of doubts in his mind transformed into an ardent devotee of Swamy… Swamy said.. doubtlessness is true devotion …. If you wanna attain MOKSHA… shy away from attachments.. ..

Swamy’s voice sounded very soft and sometimes it was bit difficult to understand… Prof. Kumar, seemed to have a tough time.. as he had to bent up and down to give an ear to Swamy (as I told you Swamy was seated in His chair)… after He finished the discourse… He asked the boys to start the bhajans…. It was a great feeling to be in in the bhajans and sing in His immediate presence.. after 3 bhajans… the arathi was done and Swamy returned back to His abode.

At the end of the day… had a great feeling Thank you Swamy… thank you very much for this blessing…. Loka Samastha Sukhino Bhavanthu

Satish Naik

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